Wednesday, April 20, 2011
choices
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Series Finale
So I've been watching the same TV show for over 15 years. It's a great show, funny, sad, happy, full of ups & downs, good times & bad. There's just a few things I don't really like about it. I can't wrap my head around them, so I decide to let the network know. I call, I write, I text, I snail mail. They try to adjust the script, but the plot always heads back to the same storyline, and I don't like it at all. So I tell them some more how much I hate the direction it's headed in. In fact, I threaten to stop watching the show. For two years I watch, waiting, hoping, praying to see the changes I asked for. Then I realize, I'm not the producer of this show...They don't have to listen to me or do what I ask, even if I have been a loyal fan for so long. So I try to push past it. Suck it up. Get over it. Accept the show for what it is. After all, they have their reasons, right? But then it becomes like waiting to see a train wreck. I don't want to watch as it comes crashing to an end, but I can't pull my self away. I become consumed with it, so now it's keeping me awake at night. The stress of waiting for the show to get better and stay better invades my thoughts till my mind won't shut off. Then during the day I'm drained, exhausted, falling asleep at the wheel of my life, while my kids are riding in the backseat. Not good~so I take some medicine to stay awake. Then I take some to fall asleep at night. I have no energy. My every breath, thought, cell in my body is consumed with thoughts of what to do. Cuz now, even with the medicine, I can't tolerate the show. I watch re-runs, and the best episodes are no longer strong enough to overpower the worst ones. I don't have any more time to waste waiting for the network to prove the show will eventually head in the right direction. The only thing I can think of is to stop watching it. But still, I can't give it up. I DVR it so I only watch it when it's convenient for me. Still not working. And when I tell the network I'm not watching another episode, they just don't understand! They make promises... We'll fix it! Please don't stop watching! Don't change the channel! We can do better! Remember all the good episodes? Watch them again, please find a reason to give us another chance! Guess there's only one thing left to do. Time to change the channel. Time to cancel the show. Time to start my own network. If you'd like to submit an idea for a pilot, I'll read the script, but I do NOT have to option the show.
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
My diet is quite full of Crow this week...
These people never stop working!
The am watch was incredible. (I didn't get up for it the first morning, but the second one made me wish I had). I've never seen so many stars in my life and I only wish there was a way to photograph them, but for safety's sake, no white lights on deck at night when the boat is motoring. The sun rising over Lake Huron was beautiful, shortly after we had passed Harbor Beach, MI (hi Lynn's family!). One of the most exciting sights for me was the town of Pt. Austin, at the tip of the thumb. As a child I spent many summer weeks there with my grandparents. It was so cool to see it from the water and spot landmarks like the water tower and breakwall. Once we rounded the thumb we "hove to", positioning the sails in such a way that we didn't need to anchor, and the ship didn't move too much. We had a "swim call" and Jeff and I jumped into Lake Huron. The water was so beautiful and clear. I however, couldn't pull myself up the rope, so two wonderfully considerate sailors came down in the "little boat" to save me... and I cut my toe in the process... Once I got past the embarassment, all was well and we went to sleep for our last night aboard. The next morning we motored into the Saginaw River towards Bay City. One of our passage-mates was a well known business man from Bay City and he was welcomed home with a HUGE reception. Seeing the crowds waiting for the Parade of Ships was so cool. We motored into port, docked behind the Europa and were welcomed by the "Tahitians".We quickly grabbed our gear and left the ship, as they had much to do to ready for the Coast Guard inspections before people could tour the ship. We met my brother at the Steinhaus bar/Atrium Restaurant for drinks and a late lunch. 4 of our other passage-mates joined us. We met a crew of entertainers from Norway, and they were so impressed to hear Jeff's family came over from Norway in 1920 they took pictures with him and gave him a pin to commemorate his heritage. Then we drove home.... the entire 2 hours.... in a HORRIBLE storm. I was very thankful the storm didn't hit while we were sailing, I don't think I could have handled that. We got to my brother's safely and the girls were so excited to see us. After a quick dinner we headed home. On Friday, I was suffering from such a bad case of withdrawl from the ship we decided to take the girls back to Bay City so they could see the ship themselves. Saturday morning we drove the 2 hours back to the Tallship Festival. We got right back on board (Thanks John!) and were welcomed back by the crew. They were excited to meet our girls, especially after having heard countless stories about them all week (sorry guys...).
We had a great day walking around the festival and downtown Bay City, visiting the Steinhaus and the Bay City Antique Center. Wish we could have seen our passagemates again, but I'm sure they were all very busy with their families. Around 730pm we got back on the road and made the entire 2 hour trip back without stopping! With 4 girls in the car we can hardly go 15 miles without needing a bathroom, so it was pretty exciting. Thanks girls, for being so good while we were gone and especially while we were with you in Bay City. During a conversation with our First Mate I apologized to Jeff for giving him such a hard time about the trip. The First Mate told me "we vindicate husbands on every journey". Yep, he has been vindicated! And I am pretty full of crow... Can't wait to board the Bounty again!Sunday, May 23, 2010
Saturday, January 30, 2010
What a big scare...
Feeling SO MUCH BETTER Gotta Love the TEDDY BEAR WAFFLE
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Here we are at our favorite pumpkin patch. These are always the best pictures!
My oldest 2 blowing bubbles for their Uncle's wedding. The photographer was great!
Monday, July 6, 2009
what a week...
Home on Sunday, June 28th, time to clean the house in preparation for DQ's surgery,
Monday, June 29th, more cleaning, followed by a very sad phone call from a friend, her mother's cancer had come back and she was dying. Thank goodness Hubby was on the east side and able to stop by the hospital and say good-bye to her... Barb was a wonderful lady, she treated my daughters like they were her grandkids. She was DQ's first babysitter, the first time anyone ever watched any of our kids. We'll miss summer swims at her house and her beautiful smile.
Tuesday, June 30th, arrived at Children's Hospital at 9 am, surgery is scheduled for 10:45, wait in the waiting room until 12:30 to get called back. Surgery is done by 3:30. The 3 cm cyst in DQ's right lung turned out to be a kiwi sized lymph node!!! Of course, panic sets in as we wait for pathology results... Despite the unexpected size of the mass, DQ is out of the hospital in great spirits less than 24 hours later.
Wednesday, July 1st, home by 12:30, thanks to great friends who came to visit as we were getting discharged. Slept for a few hours...
Thursday, July 2nd, Barb passes away...
Friday, July 3rd and Saturday, July 4th, Hubby and I clean the house like it has never been cleaned before then have a bbq with more friends.
Sunday July 5th, exhaustion sets in, napped then took the kids to the park...
Monday July 6th, attended Barb's funeral where we reconnected with old friends and shed some tears. I'm ready to get off this roller coaster...